Those nights where you just can’t fall asleep, no matter how hard you try. You think about everything and anything, and coincidentally, you’re the one thing I can’t get my mind off of. All of our memories, our cute conversations, our “I love you more” fights, our dates, our fights, and just us in…
I like how you say I treat you bad and I’m this I’m that I’m a horrible boyfriend. No. I have made a lot of mistakes. A lot of dumb ones. Ill admit that. But everyone does so what the fuck? You do. I make up for it however I can. I listen to your problems. I’m there for you. I do everything in my power to make you happy. But nothing is ever good enough for you. I know I’m not the best boyfriend in the world but I’m certainly far from the worst. You are single handling tearing the relationship apart. I cant do or say a single thing anymore or else you flip out on me. Oh my fucking god and twitter. Dont even get me started. Your so immature when it comes to tweeting. You want everyone too see what a “bad boyfriend” I am. You want every ones sympathy. Its like when we break up everyone’s going to have the mindset “Oh he’s a bad boyfriend” hopefully they s dont listen to your lies. Actually I dont give a fuck cause ill prove them wrong and you’ll look dumb. Like some of the things you tweet are ok and understandable because I also do it but not even close to the extent that you do it too. It really is sad that you do that. Be mature and talk to a friend about it or keep it to yourself. Simple. It’s really not that hard. )(*&^%$%^&*. And you always need constant attention, I mean I’m ok with that but I’m not ok when its with guys, well depends.And then you get mad at me for even talking to a girl Its sad to know if you ever develop feelings for another person ( If it already hasn’t happen) I wont be sad or depressed or always ask the question “why” because I know I did my best and if thats not good enough for you then I will find someone who will appreciate it. Im seriously thinking about attaching a recording device to myself so people hear the tone you talk to me in. I’m not one of your dumb ass friends. I’m your boyfriend I want a little more respect then them. Is that bad for wanting that? Cheese and rice… Everything we’ve done together, all the memories we’ve shared and your just going to throw it all of way. You’re pushing me farther and farther away from you. I’m getting closer and closer to the edge. I mean if thats what you want then thats what you want. I hope it isn’t.
